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1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? -My hair messy ! duhh
2. How much cash do you have on you? -rm 10 . haha
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST" -Best!
4. Favorite planet? -so far , earth ! haha
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? -my mom
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? -Love Me-Justin Bieber
7. What shirt are you wearing? -im not wearing shirt, it's tank top , blue one.
8. Do you "label" yourself? -nope i usually don't
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing. -im not wearing any shoes !
10. Bright or Dark Room? -dark , i cant stand bright tht much,my eyes are very sensitive !
11. What do you think about the last person who took this survey? -Lisa ? i think she's way way much better than someone who i thought my 'friend' are !
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? -watchng TV , project runway ;)
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? -"i want to call u,can u on ur other simcard" duhh , im using dual-sim phone ! both sim will always on. haih
15. Where is your nearest 7-11? -aww believe me,its just soo near !
16. What's a saying that you use a lot? -'"what?"
17.Who told you they loved you last? -ermm cant recall but im pretty sure its someone from the festari :)
18. Last furry thing you touched? -ntah !
19. Favorite age you have been so far? -12!
20. Your worst enemy? -wanna know ? someone tht act like a 'friend' in font of me but act as 'pros' behind my back !
21. What is your current desktop picture? -the nikon cameras
22. What was the last thing you said to someone? -"she asked u to go and pick her up"
23. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose? -million bucks !
24. Do you like someone? -haha
25. The last song you listened to? -Tired of Being Sorry-Enrique Iglesias.
/ -11:29 AM
Disturbia
I cant sleep , it's 3.29 a.m and still I can't sleep. I dunno what's wrong with my head and what's wrong with my mind , i cant stand living like this anymore . Its like meaningless, nightmares. When everybody see u smile , but indeed , actually only u know how u feeling inside. It's like u're living in another world, not the human world , yes u do feel like that when everybody are around u , but no one seems to understand u.
my comp have been "sick" this lately, now i know its because of the keyboard ! *stupid keyboard* and now i'm typing using this "on screen keyboard" thanks aryf , for this thing , u taught me before when ur keyboard broke down !
/ -2:47 AM
Schooling on 2nd January 2010
fuhh its hard to write 2010,i always want to write 2009 and then two seconds after that I will realize my mistake that I made. Its kindda hard to explain why , maybe because I miss everything that happen in 2009 , or maybe because I still not ready for what's going to happen in 2010. I don't know. I barely can understand my own feeling , my own mind.
I went to school this morning,to help Cikgu Adibah practically because she asked us to. So I reached school in 7.15 , i guess . I'm not wearing watch since my last watch went missing after I came back from the camp last year.
So technically, we all have to go to school today to take our report card and also form 1 students got Orientation Session.wow,another new family members. It is kindda havoc there this morning. I dont really like the situation , crowded . A lot of people , i am really not kinda of person who love crowded and gathering that much. Just on certain certain time with certain certain individuals.
I went to school with Zaidah and Liyanna, when we reached school , we met Nomi. She was walking through the main foyer , holding a key maybe , something I cant define it . She asked us to pick something from cikgu's car. Norehan's.
Im not really love to talk about what we do in our duty time, its boring. So at the end of the day , we all went to canteen and talk,and eat. Me, Zaidah , Nomie , Fadhilah and Shikin. We talked abut a lot of things , mostly about Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I cant understand why we're so obsess with it , but yeah we are. Its really like something important in my life , to get understand Bella and other character's life , it seems to be a big thing for me.
Thursday, December 31, 2009/ -9:05 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR
Happy new year , everyone !
2009 has been very interesting year for me .
I get to know a lot of friend , a lot of person . And also i've lost some of friends .
But life's go on, everything happen, we still standing on the earth , now thats matter.
However , 2009 is the year that I cried my eyes out most too , i've been into a lot of problem and things . Life is great , but sometimes , we just have to find the right time to enjoy it because if we don't, we'll end up crying and broken.
And, my wish go specially to my SMKLS bestfriend ;
+ Kimmy Khoo Su Yin
+ Malini Shifa
and also , my 2 capricorn classmates ;
+ Azmira Eriza
+ Nur Khuzaimi
+ Nur Amni
+ Mohd Hanif
+ Mohd Ammar
+ Mohd Tarmizi
+ Shirani Sangeetha
+ Shalomi Sangeetha
+ Goh Wan Guan
+ Sandy Malang
+ and others
not to forget,my others SMKLS's friend ;
+ Nurasyikin Che Hisham
+ Fadhilah Muchlis
+ Nomi Juliana
+ Addrina Jasmine
+ Natasya
+ Hikmah
+ Sheila
+ and all SMKLS's students
also , to my festarians friends which is very special to me in many way ;
+ Syasya NurSyuhada
+ Aen Nabila
+ Nur Hasnah
+ Diyanna Nurqystina
+ Mohd Aryf
+ Azie Nasir
+ Anisah
+ Mohd Abdul Rahman
+ and others
last but not least,but my camp friend which I met last time ;
+ Intan
+ Ayu
+ Cystal
+ Syafika
+ Jason
+ Jackson
+ Abel
+ Aneesa
+ Pei Khim
+ Manoji
+ Siva
+ Abdillah
+ Rahmad
+ Rahmat
+ Aryf
+ Saiful
+ Siew Sanz
+ Sabrina
+ and others <3
thanks for spending time reading this , I love all of u !
Wednesday, December 30, 2009/ -10:05 PM
something from cousin :D
she sent these ;
Monday, December 28, 2009/ -6:16 AM
28th December 2009
My mind is full,the school is going to be opened in 7 days , its mean one more week.
Next year im gonna face PMR,the hardest test.I cant believe it,it feels like just yesterday where we all just passed UPSR. Time seriously move faster than what i thought. I still can feel the happiness when we finished our last paper for UPSR last 2 year , the satisfied . Its like the world are our own , and now , we're facing something bigger , something harder . I dont know what to say , i dont know what to think , my mind blank for a while everytime thinking about PMR . Anyway , just want to congrats my friends who got excellent result in PMR , no need to mention who got excellent one and who got the bad one . Its none of my problem .
/ -5:53 AM
Taken from Azmira *Trainwreck!*
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Through my window by Bunkface ? HAHAHA
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? Send it on by Jonas Brother , Miley Cryus , Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato (this is really not right!) hahaha
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? World War lll by Jonas Brother (hahaha are u talking about Nick here?well yea)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Switch by Ashley Tisdale (i dont feel like switching at all !)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Come back to me by Vanessa Hudgens (wow ,yeah,for my very first ex)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Lovebug by Jonas Brothers (what? hahahaa)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Stop the World by Demi Lovato (nehh u cant stop me,guys!)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? I wont Aplogize by Selena Gomez (hahaha no comment about that!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Naturally by Selena Gomez (hahaha lol yeah kindda)
WHAT IS 2 + 2? You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift (what???HAHAHA)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Im Yours by Jason Mraz (hah , yeah right !)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Butterfly Fly Away by Miley and Billy Ray Cryus
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? One and the same by Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato (hah im confused)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? New Classic by Drew Seeley and Selena Gomez (aww so true,so true)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? He Said She Said by Ashley Tisdale (wow!)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Wrong Again by Nick Jonas (wat?mcm mcm tau jehh)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? A Little Bit Longer by Jonas Brothers (nehh idts)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? I Dont Miss You At All by Selena Gomez (geez , yeah right !)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Got Dynamite by Demi Lovato (hahaha no , not at all !)
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW? Remember December by Demi Lovato (well for me,its more like remember June)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? One Time by Justin Bieber (hah????)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? Trainwreck by Demi Lovato
Saturday, December 26, 2009/ -9:00 PM
Eclipse Review.
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Rating 10/10 Star 5/5 ____________
Jacob Black
Favourite quote from the book ; "You're my personal sun,you balanced out the clouds nicely for me.The clouds I can handle,but I cant fight the Eclipse."
Jacob Black,the guy that from the first book who are actually nothing soon growing bigger through the personality and character day by day.Being more important,more acceptable,more needed.Its what Jacob are in Bella's life for now. He gave Bella's light when Bella couldnt find her light,he gave Bella sound when Bella cant find her voice , he gave Bella strength when Bella cant even stand and more important is,he gave Bella's back her life when Edward took it away with him when he left her. In my mind,he's so perfect , he's maybe not as polite as Edward are ,not as sensitive as Edward are and not as odd as Edward are but Jacob are special in his own way. Specialness that no one can ever explain , not even Bella.
Bella's quote towards Jacob ; "Jacob had become part of me,and there was no changing that now"
Off course Jacob is a part of Bella's life,he always are.He always be there when she need him , even when she doesnt need him. Someone that still waiting for Bella even though her heart was taken by a vampire , his own alliance. I wonder how Jacob deal with his feeling,to accept the rejection from someone that he loves,one girl name Bella. In the novel,it is revealed that Jacob always annoyed Bella and Bella hate it.Bella also stated that sometime she like his wolf form because he cant speak so that he couldn't speak to annoyed her or irritated her. Jacob always do things to comfort Bella but what can Bella give back is just a rejection that he have to deal with. Bella punch him on tyhe faces when he kissed her , what Jacob feel at that moment was how painfull Bella's hand for punching his face too hard , not even bother about his own face , about his own feeling. What he care all the time is Bella, what he think all the time is Bella.Even the pack are seeing Bella in their mind because Jacob think about her soo much all the time.
Whatever happen,he is my favourite character in this series,i can see Jacob is the main protagonist in the stories now. People can say Edward is perfect , Edwars is beautiful,flawless and everything,but there's one guy that really locked my heart for now in the stories , and its Jaocb Black,like Bella said,there was no changing that now.
Jacob's quote to Bella about Edward ; "He's like a drug for you,Bella.I can see that you cant live without him now,It's too late.But I would have been te healthier for you,Bella.Not the drug,I would have been the air,the sun."
Edward Cullen
Favourite quote from the book ; "I'd wait till we're close to the ground,get a good grip on you,kick the wall,and jump. Then I'd run you back to the scene of the accident,and we'd stumble around like the two luckiest survivors in the history."
Edward Cullen,the most perfect vampire on the world,the most seductive monster on the earth,the most dangerous creatures alive. Its all started when he fall in love with Bella,when her scent was a drug for him.When he have to fight for his life to keep Bella safe and to keep her alive. I cant deny that he is the most seductive character in the stories, the most attractive one. There is absolutely no doubt why Bella's love him.His pale skin,bronze messy hair,tall,straight nose and full lips.The topaz eyes and the mucsular body. Everybody will love him for sure. He care for Bella so much,sometimes,overprotective on her. I've get over him,i mean,i used to go crazy about this vampire before but not now anymore. He's still the same old Edward , the gentle one and the polite,charming one.But I started to lose interest on him when he leave Bella and abandoned her in the forest. Though I know that actually he have to do it , but still , i think its a very selfish action. In this book this time, he feel reluctant to change Bella into a vampire because he believe that vampire is a soulles that has no place in the heaven. In this book,he also reject to sleep with Bella before Bella was tranformed into a vampire , scared that he will hurt him because of his solid body.
Bella's quote towards Edward ; "there's no point forever without you,Edward.I wouldnt want a day without you"
Its clear in the book that Bella loves him with all her life and so do Edward. Edward would do anything for Bella,one selfish action that Bella do in this book which I think she should never do at all is asking Edward to stay with her while the others go to the fight. I think it is a very selfish action.But when Maria and Riley come to attack Bella at the tent , i think she made a very good choise by asking Edward to stay with her . And luckily Seth was there too. But still,its a very very selfish action by Edward to leave his family when they went to the fight and stay with Bella behind.
Edward quotes to Bella about Jacob ; "I love you more,Bella.But when I left you Bella,I left u bleeding.Jacob was the one to stich u back up again."
/ -4:17 AM
the time never stop , im sure about that .
And again here I am , facing the PC , tapping the keyboard . The sound inside of my house doesnt really bother me since am all alone now. Parents went out to grandmother's house . Im not in the mood to follow them , im so much in pain even now , i can feel it racing though my blood , entering every part of my bone,trying to destroy me inside. The pain that I feel ,not something that someone could ever treat me , not even the Dr.Cullen i guess . Its something that I have to go through all alone , with no one to complain and no one to share. I was reading Eclipse , and yes , i finished reading it , I stayed up until morning late night to read it . What I remembered is I was lying at my bed , its 1 a.m that time . yeah , i was looking at my phone for the time , in my mind i've set that I should stop reading the book at 2 morning something . And what I remembered is when I was opening the book , I cant remember the page , but im pretty sure its chapter 19 , RM10 was split in there , marking the page i've read .
So i started to read it , and keep reading it . I cant feel the time is running , reading it , its like taking me into the dream of the book , and the time in the real world stop running . I cant even feel my body when I was reading the book . What I pretty clear remembered until now is i can feel my eyes go teary when Bella asked Jacob to kissed her and when Bella realize that Jacob is so much more than just a friend to her . I can imagine easily the wood , the tent , and everything in the environment when they kissed . I can also feel like i see Edward was seeing everything from the trees . Feeling his anger , feeling Bella's passionate and feeling Jacob's excitement. Everything in one.
What woke me up from the book is suddenly I heard something really loud , something extremely familiar , something that I always heard . It's the Azan Subuh , so I woke up , and i was closing the book close to my face and put it against my face . I waited until the Azan finished so then I opened the book again . Alice , yes , it was her part when the Azan was taking over my ear ,taking over the air . And it still her part when I opened the book to continue reading it again . So clearly , its already 6+ am something , i looked into my phone , and the clock showed 5.55 a.m . What happened to me ? Where am I ? why I cant even feel the time is running and its already subuh , how im gonna deal with the rest of the day without sleeping at the night because of reading eclipse ? i couldn't answer and still I can't. I pretty remembered I finished the book at 6.15 a.m , the last part is Jacob Black , its the part when he run away , and the part when Embry and Quil tried to stop him ,chasing after him, but Sam ordered them to come back and let Jacob free his own way .
But what I really want to tell in this post is , what did I do before I was starting to read the Eclipse last night . I went to midnight supper . In McDonald . its so comforting . Me and my family , we leave the house at 11.15 p.m and headed to the McD in the Kelana Jaya , beside the Giant Mall im sure .
I cant upload the picture ,its took almost an hour to even upload one picture , i couldnt bear to wait to wait it anymore . Maybe later . maybe never . No one knows .
Thursday, December 24, 2009/ -7:31 AM
Dinner
went out for dinner since someone in the family got bonus ! *wootwoot*
so hahaha yeah went n ate chicken chop today at Kelana Jaya , its not really good , i prefer the one at Putrajaya that day :D heee
/ -1:02 AM
Nikon baby ! I need u !
yes pretty please I need this ! aww that D 60 i need mostly ! hahaha took almost half an hour to complete this collection ! yawww !
Wednesday, December 23, 2009/ -9:49 PM
Name of the last person to text you?
Mohd Faiz bin Abdul Rahman.
This time last year, what was your relationship status?
Single.
What does the 15th message in your inbox say?
u really want to know ? idts , i'll keep it secret between us , syasya !
Have you ever gone up to a car thinking it was yours, and almost got in?
well, never ever yet . HAHA
When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family?
hmmm,last two weeks,ery's car maybe.
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
nehh not yet. uh yeah i have ! hee
Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yes it is
Do you want to see someone right now?
off course ! can I ?
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
nehh , what's that bwt ?
Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with L or J?
L or J ? umm no one!
The person you HAVE the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
off course I do ! what kind of question is this ?
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
no , seriously.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
how should I know ?
Who was the last male you talked to?
hmmm,dad.
Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single?
no , he's taken , i guess.
What does your last text message say? who from?
haha from someone , something ! not for u to know .
How have you felt today?
great .
Do you honestly miss someone?
honestly I do !
You receive $50 without any reason, who do you spend it on?
me , i , my , moi , whats more word that describe myself ? HAHAHA
Are you happy with life at the moment?
hahaha u never know how I really feel inside .
Have you had any beer this week?
nehh
What was the last thing that someone purchased for you?
facial wash .
Is there anyone in your family that just annoys the living shit outta you?
hahaha yes yes
Has there been a day this week you just wanted to say "fuck it"?
nehh not really
Do you get drunk everyweekend?
I don't drink
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
No
Do you hate when people talk behind your back?
off course I do
Do you go to church?
I got to the mosque, im MUSLIM :D
Your ex comes up to you and says "I'm sorry"?
uh , u should say it again , even though u have said it for like million times before .
So, who is it that has your heart at the moment?
really want to know ?
Do you drink coffee?
No. I'm more to the tea type of person
Think of the last person who hurt you, do you forgive them?
well....no one should now how im feeling .
What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"?
cat ! no doubt !
Do you smoke weed regularly?
no ,
Anything annoying you right now?
No
What's something you really want right now, be honest?
well , seriously , Blackberry Bold/Curve , ACER Laptop , Canon D60 , and him . Can I have all of that ?
Do you like the beach?
no not really , i hate sea .
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
hah ?
Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
haha yeah .
What time did you go to bed last night?
1 a.m something .
Have you ever seen someone sleepwalk?
no , wow that would be scary and creepy .
Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
yes yes there is , aww .
Last person you talked on the phone to?
Kimmy
Can you predict the future?
sometimes ! AHAHAHA believe me , I do .
You kissed someone last night, didn't you?
hahahaha
What do you think of girls with huge boobs that don't wear bras in public?
ewwe haha
Are you currently wanting any piercings/tattoos?
haha no , not really .
What happened last night?
nothing special . grr
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
hmmm , cousin .
What are you listening to right now?
The Other Side of The Door - Taylor Swift .
If you were upset, who is the first girl you'd go to?
Syasya maybe , or Kimmy :D
How many members of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
hmm , 3.
Have you ever been caught skipping class?
hee yeah .
What are you going to spend money on next?
ice-skating ! yaww i havent been in the skating rink for a very long time , i miss the ice . HAHA
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
hmm , my dad .
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Yes
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
hmmm
Was it a boy ?
hahahaha
Tuesday, December 22, 2009/ -9:11 PM
Eclipse
Im kindda confused with Bella's mind. Guess Edward are right about some problem with her mind , unnormal mind .
I was reading eclipse this lately.Its like a drug for me,i never be able to stop reading it when I've started it.To take the book away from my face its like asking me to stop breathing. And everytime I read the book , the words that I read , the picture that I imagine in my mind , the character that I adore , its like the perfect thing on the wolrd . I never knew a novel can change someone's perspective this much.
Everytime when I read their words in the novel , the sentence that they spoke to each other , its like I can hear it directly to my ear . I can directly feel their happiness,sadness,anger,miss and every single emotion in the book.Im suprised when I read about Rosalie's history.I already know about her origins before I read the book,but again,when I read the part , when I repeat every single words that written on the book,its make my eyes go teary. As if as I can feel her sadness,as if as I can feel her anger,as if as I can feel her dream,as if as i am her. When I read it , its like im the condition as where she is. King Royce,her father , her mother, i can easily see them in my mind.It's everywhere in my mind. I can easily picture the situation , the condition , the weather , the environment , and I can feel the coldness that Rosalie felt that night. I can feel the jealousy that Rose feel toward's Vera's little son. I can feel Rose's anger towards King Royce who had rapped her.And I can feel Rose's satisfied when she killed Royce.It's everywhere.
But something that I couldn't understand in this book is Bella.Eventhough we were reading the book through her point of view,but what can I feel is I know the others better than I know her. I understand the others that I understand her . I cant understand how she can be so intense to hurt Jacob , i couldnt understant how can she be so defensive on Edward. Yesterday i read the part when Jacob told Bella that he loves her , that he wants her to choose him , that he wants her to be with him. And then after that , Bella can just spills that she loves Edward and Edward are her life . I mean , off course she dont have to choose Jake if she doesnt love him , but at least , think of something else to say intead of just hurting him like that . I keep blaming on Bella for hurting Jake but then I realize , I did it once. I never know how hurt will it hurt someone until I read eclipse . I told the guy who loves me that I loved someone else . In my mind I was trying to not to give him hope , but reading eclipse ,i can see its like taking a knife and stab it to the guy when saying u're inlove with someone else.
On the second thought,i can sometimes understand Bella.
Monday, December 21, 2009/ -9:16 PM
Pengambilan Buku Teks !
Im sitting on the chair.Facing the computer.My hands is tapping on the keyboard.Im hearing to the conversation of my mom and one of her friend , sitting in the livingroom. And also the sounds of some guys walk in front of my house , some noise that they make while walking through.
I lost myself , in my head actually im thinking about the school. Well,i went to school just now to take my textbook for next year schooling process. I met a lot of my friends that I havent met for a long time since the last day of schooling for this year,thats about a month ago. I saw almost everyone , Azmira is the first person that I saw once I get out from the car , i remember i told my father to wait for me infront of the school gate . I walked through the front foyer ,there's a lot of students with their parents in front of the bookshop,buying the book off course. So beside the bookshop,there's a big board , i saw a lot of paper hang on the board,i walk closer to the board to read those paper . The colour of the paper actually attracted my attention. First head line that I saw is "3Capricorn because its bold. It's a list name of the students who are going to enter 3Capricorn for next year. I saw my friend's name on the list,most of them are from 2capricorn.Majority.My name is on number 17 , i guess. I couldn't remember. But I remembered clearly that Azmira's name is on the number three . The name is listed accroding to the alphabet. "Abdul Syakir" yes that's the first name on the list.Beside of the paper,there's another pink paper,the headline is "3Aquarius".Honestly to say,im not interesting to look at it. And I clearly remembered that when I was look at the list,Aryf came closer to me and greet me but i just ignored him. He just like to make fun and joke all the time. Azmira stand behind me when I was looking at the list. I turned back and saw her. She was currently happy seeing her name on 3Cap's list,i can see that from her face. Well everybody will feel the same way. But honestly,we all doesnt feel suprised by the list,we can just guess from our last exam result.Azmira was one place ahead of me.Number 8 and mine was 9 . Our percentage is just same as each other its just she got the static grade and I don't.Then I flashback when we're going trhough our exam. The silence of the exam room,it's the best sound i've ever heard.We can only hear to the wind of the fan hanging on top of us.Just wishing that it wouldn't fall down and harm us.Everyone was sitting distantly from each other. Well,it's a test.We cant sit near with each other so that we cant copy each other's answer. "Let's go and take the textbook"Azmira said to me.That's the word that awake me from my nightmare flashback.I wish i could do the exam again. Again. So we walked trhough the hallway to the SPBT's room.While walking through the hallway,i walk past Bilik Pengawas.I remembered the first time when I entered bilik pengawas when i was nominated to be a pengawas.That's is when I am pre-prefect.Still in training.And I still can remember the smell of the room and the changes of the room through the year. The furniture was rearangged like a lot of time throughout this 2 whole year.
So we kept walking and walking until we reach the SPBT's room.Everyone was in line.There's 2counter. First counter is for 3Capricorn and 3Aquarius and the second counter is for the last two class , 3Pisces and 3 Aries. So I and Azmira got into the line. I cant remember who was standing in front of me but what im sure of is Azmira is behind me.We're talking about Justin Bieber i guess ,i cant recall our converstion. And suddenly I can see someone walk towards us,its familiar way of walking.And I knew its Izah.She walked toward us and stand behind Azmira.So three of us were having a little conversation.Izah's brought a bag,my eyes straight away looked at the bag that she brought,it's silver in colour,kind a big.But it's look good.The design was abstract design,the design is red in colour and the rest of the bag is all silver.It's nice.And then we saw another two girls that look extremely familiar. It's Amni and Khuzaimi.I laughed a bit when I saw them . Amni wlaked towards me and when she reached in front me,she stop and laugh and raise her hand. I raise my hand too and high-5 her hand. I miss her. Seriously I do.And Khuz was walking following her and I remembered that I saw her new shoes.She and Amni was wearing a new shoes.And then I look at mine,I know I never wash the shoe since the day I came back from the camp. Azmira also wearing the old shoes and so do Izah.I can see that Azmira's scarf wasnt iron carefully and she spill that she's actually didn't iron it.She went to somewhere else before coming to school to made passport.She's going to Jakarta,Indonesia this 8th,9th and 10th January.
So its took almost 20minutes until its my turn to take the book.And the teacher that was in charge is Mrs.Rusnida.She was teaching me Livingskill when I was in form 1 and form 2.Wow,looking her,its also reminded me of something.She doesnt like me that much in class all the time.I can see that. Everyone notice that. The way she judge me and the way she commented on me,we can tell she seriously have something on me.And I cant help it,it's like eveyrtime i saw her,in my mind always flash "the teachnemy!" yes,the teacher plus enemy to me. i cant recall what did i do wrong to her,i never did.Nobody knows why she hate me so much. So I fake a smile when I saw her today at the counter.And she was smiling at me too,I cant tell wheter it was fake smile or not because she such a great actress. Yeah she is. So i greeted her . My expectation was right,when it come to my turn , she said sorry but she had to give Izah,Asma and Zaidah their book first because she said they are bothering her so that she want them to go home quickly. I couldn't care less.It's her,im not suprised at all.Not at all.So I waited until they took their book and still standing there like an idiot. When they has already leave the room,Pn.Suhaida then look at me.She was smiling again.She asked me what class I am when I was in form 2. Yeah as if as she didnt teach me at all,as if as she didnt know me at all.As is as she never meet me before in the school.I calmly answered "its the same class.2Capricorn and im going to 3capricorn for next year as well" So then she write my name on the 3Capricorn's list and then she checked my name on 2Capricorn list to make sure that I've return all the book last sesion.She never trust me at all,she never checked on Izah or Asma or even Zaidah before but she checked on me. I am seriously annoyed and irritated by her attitudes but she is my teacher . Spills out that I hate her is actually a hard thing . Hating people is the hardest thing to be done on earth. I feel weird when all of my friends got enemy and they told me they hate someone. Hating someone is hard. I cant barely do it. I cant barely stay mad at someone for a long period. It takes me half life to do it.After I received my books,she asked to sign on the list,its for a record that its really me who took all those books. And this is the time when she looked at my hand . "why did u have to wear so many bracelet" she complained. I am not suprised , she complained me once when schooling time , its July I guess . When we're entering the Livingskill room , we have to take off our shoes and leave it outside . And when we want to walk back to out class , we will put it on back . I remembered that when I was putting my shoes on , she saw one bracelet , its not really bracelet , more black tiny brecelet ,nothing with beads or diamonds on it,just a plain one that I wore on my left feet , and she complained that I shouldnt wear it at all. I mean c'mon,its on my leg,no one will ever notice that if I never took off my shoes . She even threated me , she said she's going to report it to Prefect Teacher . I was damn pissed off . So what can I do while signing the list , just fake smile.So i answered back "its holiday,teacher" and she response nothing. We can see she never like to talk to me.
So i walked away when I got my book.It's 14 books altogteher and its heavy. I walk straight away to my dad's car in front of the school . I opened the back door and put my books at the back seat. And then I opened the front door and sitted at the passenger seat. My dad drove us to home.When on the back home,I saw Fitri and Aryf at the side of the road. They were walking back to their home.I mean,oh c'mon,Aryf's house is like the furtest from all of us.He lived in Subang Vista , its like 4km and a half from the school. I dont know how they really handle that.
/ -7:54 AM
Marina Cove !
I had a very great time , everyone ! Thanks a lot <3
trying to upload more pictures but I cant , the internet , yes it is damn slow !
so we get out from the pool at 6.40 something . HAHAHA so when we finished change outfit its already like 7.20 something.
uh yea btw , Marina Cove situated in Perak . HAHA
Tuesday, December 15, 2009/ -8:44 PM
songs songs !
Now that you've open this, you will have to do it too! Come on! 10 songs thats on your mind right now that reminds you of your friend. Hahahaha, this is fun!
1-Down to earth by my ♥Justin Bieber (Ery Jonas off course)
2- You belong with me by Taylor Swift (Kuro Lee to Kimmy Khoo) hahahaha
3- Ignorance by Paramore (Hafez lah kot,heee)
4-Decode by Paramore (Shikin Hisyam kott since this is twilight's soundtrack.)
5- One and the same by Sel Gomez & Dems Lovato (kimmy khoo ! )
6- Masih Jelas by Hafiz AF7 (Ammar for sure!HAHAHA)
7-Obsessed by Mariah Carey (Faryd KD!HAHAHAHA)
8- Valentine's Dance Tango by unknown (Fadhilah since she loves this song while visit my blog)
9- Catch Me by Demi Lovato (HIM)
10- I got a feeling by Black Eyed Peas (Syakir!!!!!!!!!Hahaha)
Sunday, December 13, 2009/ -4:08 PM
stolen from Diyanna Nurqystina :D I love u girl !
Look in your inbox on your cell phone; who are all the people you have text messages from? all eh ,rahmad , khuzaimi , tarmizi , shahirah azmida , ery jonas , paes , aryf , nazrain , aunt farhana , mom , kimmy khoo , malini shifa , zaidah , adam malek , ayah .
How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009? one and i never forget him even since last year .
Who was the last person you texted before you went to sleep last night rahmad gombak tu ! hee
When was the last time you cried? err cant recall
Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning? both
Do you have a reason to smile right now? haha yeah
Think back to January . Were you in a relationship? january ? nope .
Would you hug the last person that you hugged again (besides family)? yes !
What would your name be with just the first three letters? NUR
What was the reason behind why you last cried? cant recall .
Is there someone you wish you were with right now? yes yes yes .
Are you in a relationship at this point and time? nope
Is there a place that you wish you could visit? yes , i want to visit , Nick Jonas's house , can I ? haha
Do you believe that this weekend will be a good one for you? yes i do .
What do you think of babies? ahha boleh lah , cute :D
Do you have nice eyes? its striking slate in shape .
Did you go to sleep smiling last night? nehh not really .
Let's say you walk past your ex on the street. What do you say? hey , u look good . hahaha
Is anything bothering you right now? yeah , stuff .
Is there someone you can spend every minute with and be happy? yes there is .
Have you ever liked someone that you didn't expect to? always am .
What does your last text message say? "sonok u kate?dah 2 kali muntah u taw"
Is your best friend single? haha
Who was the last person that you cried in front of? cant recall .
Saturday, December 12, 2009/ -8:19 PM
photoholic // camwhoring
hahahaha nothing to do , since im not as talented as shikin hisham , i cant draw ! HAHAHA so cam whoring is the only thing that i could do .
*this is my sis's vest ok!hahaha*
*and this is my bro's blazer* *and again bro's blazer* *ok that's my shirt ok.hahahaha* *ben-10,heroes for world!* hahahaha *but I love this one,lagi cute ben!hahaha* *which one cuter?hahahaha* *and lastly back to normal ! hee *
Friday, December 11, 2009/ -9:07 PM
Selena Gomez's new music video :D
NATURALLY !
Thursday, December 10, 2009/ -9:15 PM
boring
yes im bored ! aww seriously bored ! yesterday i cant open my facebook account , it got hacked , someone changed the e-mail or something , but thank God i can detect the e-mail back . so i got my acc back . hah !
so yesterday , a lot of thing happen , let me just keep it inside .
and also was on the phone with miss Kimmy , haha . a lot of thing that we talked about .
hello, this is my blog.
What can I do,that is what I will do.
